“Conflicting wishes cannot be my will.”
Two days ago we talked about the creative qualities through which Source expresses in Creation here and now, and how they support each other and harmonize one with the other: Love, Light, Joy, Freedom, Peace, Beauty and so on. They never conflict, they only enhance and nourish each other.
And so, when you find yourself engaging conflicting wishes it means that somehow you have allowed a focus away from Love, Beauty, Freedom, Joy and so forth, to come between your true nature and where you think you are.
Why would someone be entertaining a focus away from all that is good and lovely? Because for some reason it appeals to them. And why would it appeal to them? Because they have invested their sense of self in it, a mistaken sense of self.
Your true self is aligned and One with Creation and Its creative qualities, and conflicting wishes alert you to a misunderstanding about who you are and what Life is about.