“Where darkness was I look upon the light.”
Now we see that darkness is our own imagining.
(W-pII.302.1:5)
Experiencing darkness is a sign of a misunderstanding. Darkness itself is not a fact, like Love and Light are facts. Darkness is the result of entertaining a mistaken conclusion about who you are and who everybody else is.
Allow a tiny bit of doubt about your dark conclusion and a ray of Light will take the opportunity to shine in the small crack you have allowed. Trust that ray and know that it is a harbinger of the Light that you have longed for, for so long.