“Forgiveness ends all suffering and loss.”
Forgiveness sets an image free, and with that it sets the people involved free, including you.
Forgiveness allows the shackles that hold an image to become undone. Now that the image is no longer held in place by the chains your mistaken perception had put on it, you will notice that it will lift and dissolve in the light that the lifting allows in.
All is as it should be: joyful, charitable and abundant.