“I am as God created me.”
You were created loving, peaceful, joyful, free, playful, eager, one with and connected to all that is.
Any perception of yourself that is of lesser quality is a misunderstanding. Any perception of someone else or of some circumstance that is of lesser quality is a signal alerting you to that misunderstanding. All of creation is and remains as created: peaceful, playful, joyful, light. Always.